It happened

So, Friday night I woke out of a dead sleep with a "zing" and "itching" down there. I couldn't sleep the rest of the night. When I went to check out what was going on down there, it didn't look as bad as past outbreaks. The fact of the matter is that I know I still have Herpes. I think if I keep trying to stay healthy maybe my body will lesson the OB's. In the beginning when I had ob after ob-maybe that was my body clearing itself. I have always been on meds, so I never really new how my body would react. I feel bad for people that want this so bad. I too wanted this to be real. I gave up my whole summer for this. I just don't think that it is real. There is way to many people that have the same story as mine. I was hard headed and I had to find out for myself. I don't think that I will test. Not unless I went months without an ob. I don't want the booster either. It seems everyone has to take that damn thing. I haven't contacted Dave, I almost could care less about that guy. I feel like that is a little fake too.

Over 20 days

This has never happened to me as long as I can remember. I have not had an outbreak in over 20 days. I have even been drinking coffee etc... I get my period in a few weeks, that will be a big test too! Like I have said from the start- It would be wonderful just to get fewer outbreaks over the course of the year.

18 Days and Counting

I still don't have signs of any outbreaks. I have had tingles and itches, but nothing has surfaced.

I guess I will just wait and see what happens!

So Far So Good

I has been about two weeks and I have not had any outbreaks. Sorry about my "scammer"headline. I am just so disappointed in fighters results. To think how hard we are trying to follow this detox and then that happens. I am still going to test next month. I ll keep everyone posted

Maybe Emotional..But Who Isn't?

I just read one of Fighter's comments from someone. It almost sounds like a rep from Resolve. They make it seem like you can just touch someone and you get herpes. This is a very emotional roller coaster. I just read my last blog and was a little embarrassed because how angry I was. I don't know how I feel. I don't even know if I will get tested next month. Today, is my two month post resolve. The last two months were outbreak after outbreak. I have been OK for a few days but, I never hold my breath. I hope the test was wrong for Fighter. I hope she tests negative with the Western blot. I will know I am cured, if I can go a month without an outbreak. She didn't have any outbreaks so her situation is different. I still wish her and everyone else the best. I guess I will just see what happens.

SCAMMERS!!!!!!!!!!!

So I am in complete f-ing shock. Fighter's test came back positive. I feel so bad for her. This f-ing detox has taken such a toll on me, my husband, my summer. I have had the worse summer ever because my life has revolved around this bull----. I hope no one wastes there money on this. These people are going to get what they deserve. We just need to get the word out so no one else falls into their tricks. I have learned a lot from this.

Weird Bumps

Yesterday, I was itching down there but in a different spot. This time it is more near my anal region. This is weird because I never has a outbreak there. I was kind of disregarding the feeling. I just looked at it this morning, and there are a few tiny itchy bumps. I will say that the outbreak is not as intense as some of the ones a few weeks ago. I am going to keep an eye on this.

I just want it out of me!!! I was starting to feel better last week. I just have to stay positive.

Still Good

So I am still all good. I know that six days does not sound like much ,but it is for me. I don't feel any symptoms coming on. I feel a lot more positive now, but I also don't have a outbreak either.

I read something on someone else's blog about detoxing- In the beginning everything is very intense and hard because your body is expelling all of the bad stuff. I have always used suppressant medicine so maybe this is just the virus taking its course.

All done...for now

So everything is cleared up down there. I am feeling pretty good right now. I am not sure if anyone is evening reading this. I am just trying to be honest with my experience. There is nothing more I want then this to be real and work. I will keep you updated with my progress.

One Thing is Different...

There is one thing that is a little different about these outbreaks, they are healing a lot quicker. Usually without medicine the total process would be about 14 days, and then a few days later I would get another one. This came on Friday and pretty much is gone today (Monday). So this could quite possibly be the "clearing" stage. I have never gone this long without medicine. So I really don't know what my body is up too. I ll tell you what I still don't think it is safe to have sex until you have tested. I have a few time with protection (after the detox) but I know 120% I am fine. So just make sure that you are in tuned to your body.

It is Official

I have another outbreak. Is is so uncomfortable. I did not contact resolve yet. They told me to wait six weeks for the clearing process to be over. If I knew in six weeks this would all be over, I could care less is I had outbreaks the whole six weeks. I am still trying to drink water and green tea. I am sure I will have to do the booster. I wish that I could have it know. My 90 days isn't until October, so I do have some time. I hate to sound like Debbie Downer, I am just so frustrated. Don't get me wrong, Resolve has been great. Everytime I contact them, they always get back to me quick. I hope everyone else is having better luck!

I think resolve is a scam

....so I am starting to feel ANOTHER outbreak coming on. I am just so sick of this. I am trying to stay positive, but this is so frustrating. I have not contacted Resolve yet, but I probably will. I am the type of person that has to try something once. Especially, if someone tells me not too. I really am trying to stay open minded, but I am not sold on this product. Again, I have followed the regime 110%. So in my heart, I know that I have done everything right. So if this disease hasn't gone away yet........it might be here to stay.

Everything is healed up down there. It is so scary, because I just wait for the next outbreak. It has been a few days and I am doing better so far. I just keep drinking a ton of water, hoping that will flush the remaining virus out.

...wanted to let everyone know

I started the Resolve Minerals on May 21, 2009. I completed the detox on July 21,2009.

I was obsessed with reading everyone's blog, and I don't know why I didn't do this sooner.

I just wanted to put out an overview of my experiences because maybe it will help someone else. I have HSV1 and HSV2. I am one of the unluckier ones and have multiple outbreaks a month. It is crazy because I am soooo healthy. I came across fighter's blog months ago and bought the minerals.

I have done detoxes before, so this one was not that bad. I was tired, and sick somedays. I slept 8-10 hours a night. I drank so much water and I did not drink coffee. I just tried to be extra discipline durning this detox. I never had one outbreak during the detox! I could believe it. As soon as I stop the detox, 10 days later I have had breakout after breakout. I have had four breakouts in two week period. One was really bad, and the others were not good, but not bad. I emailed Resolve and they told me that this is "clearing stage" and not to worry until six weeks.

I hope to God that is is for real. I am married, my husband is amazing. He loves and supports me. He does not have Herpes, and is not scared of me. I am the one with the complex and obsessed over it.

Even if this isn't a "cure", I would be amazed if my outbreaks would lesson. I am not sure what these minerals are suppose to do. I always wondered how many people are not telling their story. I made mine short and sweet. I don't want to get into Who, What, and Where. I just wanted this to go away. I don't test until October. I will post and let everyone know my status. If this is for real I want to help everyone. If it is a scam, I also want to get the word out.