It happened

So, Friday night I woke out of a dead sleep with a "zing" and "itching" down there. I couldn't sleep the rest of the night. When I went to check out what was going on down there, it didn't look as bad as past outbreaks. The fact of the matter is that I know I still have Herpes. I think if I keep trying to stay healthy maybe my body will lesson the OB's. In the beginning when I had ob after ob-maybe that was my body clearing itself. I have always been on meds, so I never really new how my body would react. I feel bad for people that want this so bad. I too wanted this to be real. I gave up my whole summer for this. I just don't think that it is real. There is way to many people that have the same story as mine. I was hard headed and I had to find out for myself. I don't think that I will test. Not unless I went months without an ob. I don't want the booster either. It seems everyone has to take that damn thing. I haven't contacted Dave, I almost could care less about that guy. I feel like that is a little fake too.

Over 20 days

This has never happened to me as long as I can remember. I have not had an outbreak in over 20 days. I have even been drinking coffee etc... I get my period in a few weeks, that will be a big test too! Like I have said from the start- It would be wonderful just to get fewer outbreaks over the course of the year.

18 Days and Counting

I still don't have signs of any outbreaks. I have had tingles and itches, but nothing has surfaced.

I guess I will just wait and see what happens!

So Far So Good

I has been about two weeks and I have not had any outbreaks. Sorry about my "scammer"headline. I am just so disappointed in fighters results. To think how hard we are trying to follow this detox and then that happens. I am still going to test next month. I ll keep everyone posted

Maybe Emotional..But Who Isn't?

I just read one of Fighter's comments from someone. It almost sounds like a rep from Resolve. They make it seem like you can just touch someone and you get herpes. This is a very emotional roller coaster. I just read my last blog and was a little embarrassed because how angry I was. I don't know how I feel. I don't even know if I will get tested next month. Today, is my two month post resolve. The last two months were outbreak after outbreak. I have been OK for a few days but, I never hold my breath. I hope the test was wrong for Fighter. I hope she tests negative with the Western blot. I will know I am cured, if I can go a month without an outbreak. She didn't have any outbreaks so her situation is different. I still wish her and everyone else the best. I guess I will just see what happens.